“It’s been by the grace of the Lord that I am who and where I am this day.
…One solitary, and yet appointed, day something supernatural took place. The past two days before that Day had been the worst days of my life…apparently, for I knew not what awaited me. I headed to the toilet, in deep agony of heart. I felt that it was all over…that my life henceforth, will make no sense, but God knew much and far better. I slowly slided, in sore and hot tears, against the wall, saying,”God, if you’d take me back in time, I won’t tread the same path of old.” Those words I repeated, “believing” that God was going to take me back in time literally(what faith!): for I even closed my eyes(smile…and, indeed, God did more than that).
However, I opened my eyes to still find myself still in the same spot, dimension and time! How I cried…and cried! I cried out to the only One I could remember. Yes, I have known Him as God…perhaps, far from me. A God that dwells so farther from men…some Being so supernatural. However, I felt compelled and pushed within me to call upon that Name. And I did so; I cried out sincerely and helplessly!
Hush! And HE CAME DOWN. And He covered me , lavishly and amiably, with His Presence. Oh, then I heard the Voice of the LORD! Yes, I heard Him! He was speaking to me…me…me. Beloved one, I heard – for the very first time in my pilgrimage upon the earth – the most loving and life-giving words. He said unto me,”I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,THAT YOU CANNOT IMAGINE. It doesn’t matter what you have been through nor all the evil you have committed. I still love you… I have ALWAYS been with you, even without your knowledge. I am ever-present and ever-loving. I don’t see what you see in yourself, for you are SPECIAL to Me. I have come to fill you with joy and peace. Don’t be troubled. My peace I give unto you. Remember, I LOVE YOU.” And those words sank inside of me, and produced what they contained. Yes, I felt peace and joy for the first time in my life. I felt like a new creation, and faith rising abruptly and greatly within me. How beautiful! Yes, that was when the Supernatural took place in my life. I couldn’t explain it, but I knew I was free! Justified. I stood up from that spot, wiped my tears, walked out from the toilet a NEW PERSON, smilingly.
This is my Testimony. The devil believed that was my end, but the LORD meant it – all the way – for my good. The enemy thought I would raise the white flag of defeat, but Jehovah Nissi came to my rescue…and victory! The enemy thought my destiny would be buried forever, but hey….God breathed eternal Life into me and revived me!
As I walk down that same road, the road of my Salvation, this day I so behold the many-faced Wisdom of my Father… His Love. There is nothing more than His love. There is nothing His love cannot change: I experienced it and never remained the same! For His love for me knows no boundaries. How awesome to know that I can confide in Someone…Who will NEVER fail me nor forsake me. Just to remember that He is my Father, turns me on…as though I were drunk…drunk of His awesome Love for me. As I think about His unconditional and unquestionable Love, tears roll down…seeing that I did nothing to “earn” such love from Him. Dear fellow, that is the Beauty of living in and for Him.
The world has no one to turn to, but I know to Whom to look unto, even in times of need. His Presence is awesome, renewing and joyful. There is nothing…nobody I can or will compare with Him. He is the Reason why I am living indeed. He is the Solution and Medicine of my life…my eternal Rest. For I so know, that Him only can make me fulfilled and satisfied. Alleluia! Words are never enough to explain my gratitude and love for my heavenly Father.
Well, I know there is Someone out there – this day – questioning himself or herself, “am I worthy of such love?”, or saying, “I am a failure. I will never amount to anything good in life!”. My story is your hope: that is, God is merciful and a Loving God, Father and Friend. You are greatly loved and desired by the Father, for He so loves you more than words can describe. I wish I could sit with you this moment, and have a heart-to-heart talk with you about this God, so full of Grace and Truth! Joy and peace await you in His arms. Run to Him today, and surrender your heart to him. He won’t reject you…far be it! He will embrace you so tenderly, and shower you with His mercies and Grace, and crown you with His everlasting Love. I have a Story…. it is my Testimony of a loving God. I bring to you an invitation to enter into His loving Presence.
Yes, I bring a Message from my Father and my King to you: “DADDY GOD LOVES YOU, AND WANTS YOU TO COME TO HIM. HE HAS PREPARED THE BEST GIFT FOR YOU. COME INTO HIS PRESENCE, AND RECEIVE IT! YES, FOR HE SENT JESUS CHRIST TO DIE FOR THE SIN OF THE WORLD, SO THAT WE SHALL BE JUSTIFIED AND ACCEPTED IN HIM ALSO, WHO AROSE TO BE OUR ADVOCATE IN HEAVEN.”
Concluding this piece of me to you, I so thank the LORD for His beauty and glory upon my life as the Breeze of His Spirit caresses my visage this hour, bringing vividly beautiful and treasured Memories of Christ Jesus…that are renewed day after day.